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Monday, August 31, 2009

things have quieten down recently... finally can stop and take a break from all the emotional stuffs that happened...

things may have seem to improve ... but actually everything is still unclear and our future is still in doubt and uncertainty... many times i will ask myself.. is this how it is gonna be??.. will our scars and wounds heal over time??? the events that had happened over this few months has changed our lives... i have never felt more uncertain about myself.. about my life.. my future and the person who sleep beside me every night... i really dont know what i can do to make her happy anymore... i felt so useless.. and helpless...

when will we find back those happy times we shared... the happiness we once hold on to... for a very long time i have forgotten how to smile or laugh ... i live my days in fear and stress... fear of losing.. and donno what will happen the very nxt minute.. stressed coz i am really trying hard to fight on... to do whatever i could to hold on to this last glimpse of hope.. but i am really running out of ideas... i am really lost...

wo zhen de hao lei... ni de leng mo bian cheng le wo de shang tong... wo hao xi wang hui dao cong cian.. zai ci kan dao ni na ke ai de xiao rong.. zai ci gan shou dao ni dui wo de teng ai.. hai you zai ci de ting jian ni shuo sheng wo ai ni...

xing fu... wo hai neng zai du yong you xing fu ma??? hai shi wo ying gai dui zi ji de ren sheng si xing.. wo de ren sheng zhong chong man le hei an.. zai ye zhao bu dao deng guang.. he xing fu...

wo men shi fou zhen de ying gai zai yi ci???
Sui ran wo bu zhi dao da an
Dan zhi shao..xian zai de wo.. reng ran hen ai ni...

Lei

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