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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

hey rushing thr. my preparation for the paper at 9am later........ =(
SIANZ. open book.. but I haven't even read thr. everything once. LOL
rawrs!!! flopped my first paper I think... didnt write in many many points.... DAMNZ >.<"!!

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I used to blog alot......... on song lyrics... in my previous blog. =)
WELL....... here it comes again..... SONG!

Someday
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

KEWL SONG. <3

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

I AM STUDYING...... i just want to complain that I prepared for the wrong paper..... so now.... i'm in deep trouble. LOL... time to clear up the messss by studying till 5pm 2mr =.=" wish me luck YO! rawrs! 2 weeks of torture! >.<""!!"!"!"

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It's late.. like 5am already.. have to slp n wake up early to prepare for exams.

Just want to say that I think most dota girls are EmO creatures. (hey, I didnt exclude myself. lol) Well, I also often succumb to emo-ness in game and out of game. Self-reflection says....... I must constantly remind myself to calm down and listen to comments. Listen and Learn. Sometimes, that's all it takes to improve bit by bit.

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going... dun let the fear of striking out keep u away from the game........ it's a long upward route... lagging behind quite badly.. but I believe it's possible. Give myself another year in dota! =)

I love my dar for always being there for me. I know the loss against micro n zenith was not cool. But life's not always smooth ^^ Don't bother abt pple like Tammy who can only congratulate ur opponent. She herself nvr stood a chance against u all. Just concentrate on ur dota game, it's YOUR GAME and nobody else. <3 color="#cc33cc">Cheers for guowen, jia, jie, daren, lei and wan. JIA YOU!

p.s: tammy, I rather u congratulated zenith. cuz u're close to them. but Micronology? didnt know ur affection for pple spreads so far. lol.

go slp le. Nights blog.

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Friday, November 24, 2006

hi blog, been feeling strangely calm recently since exams r round the corner. HA, n it's not becos I've done ample preparation........ the fact is......... I'm just too used to rushing thr. my revision at the very last minute to worry abt deadlines. BLEAH, not worried, not anxious.... things will be just fine!

Joyce's bday last week..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! omg, one of the first bdays that I didnt spend with her.... hope she doesn't mind =x Keith's bday 2 days ago..... HAPPY BDAY KEITH. Wishing Joyce a wonderwonderfulful bday. <3 u're the best.

GXL 4th week, gonna play against xqr and dwrs. rawrs! Have to put in my best! <3 There's too many areas in dota to polish up on. Besides brains and talent, hardwork is impt too! and taking pple's advice and comments is crucial too I guess. MUST REALLY reflect on the constructive comments. Haha, n dat reminds me not to tell pple who're better in dota to 'shutup' when they r just being nice. GOOD attitude ftw! =D Must constantly remind myself! change ftw! And I've been listening to dar's comments too...... hope that is useful.

Dar's dad keep rushing us for marriage. Sometimes, I tink they're just too over-concerned with lei. I hope things turn out just fine. Tks for all the help n company. Good luck against zenith n micronology this sat. Me n lei had a really relaxing talk that nite....... I tink he's right. I shd respect him more.... seems so wrong of me to keep bullying him when he's done nth wrong for now. ok RESPECT shalt be given! =D Trust shall come as time heals the wounds. <3

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its been a drama week with lotsa happenings. parents nagging, army officers calling now and then, multiple hospital visits and doctors being fuked up.. whew, wat a week it was. but well, the best part of it is of course being able to see dar and spend time with her, though we didnt went out on a date this week but the moments spent together were sweet and nice.

thanks dar for sparing a thought for me, i am glad that we are able to talk out stuffs and solve some problems. sorry if my parents are always bugging u =S. i know they are a nuisiance coz i cant stand them myself. oh ya, just ignore about the " marriage " part that they talk, coz they are just being nerd =x.

this sat gonna be meeting zenith and micros in the last week of gxl match. hopefully we can beat both and maintain the unbeaten record. been so long since i last accomplish something. this time i hope i can do it ^^. oh i forgot to mention, but i have to say, the credits have to go to dar coz she is my morale booster and its becoz of her thus i can perform during my matches. <3<3 dar.

with exams finishing and bmt ending, its time to go on a holiday eh? so peepx, dont be suprised if u catch sher and lei on a date overseas or on a cruise. hehe ^^. honeymoon time =D

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Hi! i'm bored at lei's place. ytd's gxl match! lost to flip n won SK. omg. That loss to flip was quite sad. Shdn't have lost. but bleah many many mistakes on our pusher strat. My lich cf damn nice (howlian to myself) hahaha. Lucky my loss to flip came after only about 1 hour 30 min when our pusher strat fail. Heard asterisk played a 2 hours 46min game. Down 5 of their racs at 1hr 30min but cant push in. Damn diu, duno wat's with letting qop suiciding the towers n racs. obs or ? destroy dr? take n 4 pple go bd plz~ 4 drs hit 1 rac =o reminded of the 'high-ness' I used to feel. Damn high! -.-"

Anyway still got abit of chance to top 16! win last 2 games! have to train together more often.. after my EXAMS! oh that victory against SK was quite nice. though my thd zuo-bo-ing. haha.... but omg thd is so easy to farm. TIME TO really work on it! =D and IPOD, good job on the game against micronology, I did LIVE report to jie. haha. FUN. Dar was doing well too =)

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

woo, time flies so fast.. its already been 3months since dar and me have been together. it was a sweet 3 months for the both of us. Been spending alot of time together recently due to me having all the MC spree lol. Now without dar ard, i just dont feel right =/. haha..guess i am already used to having her by my side everyday, hugging her to slp etc. sometimes it just feels like we are already married lol ._. . well...now dar is back home studying for her exams thats coming in 2weeks... so i guess i gotta spend this 2 - 3 weeks alone =(. i am missing her already though we just saw each other less than 24hrs ago =/. Darlingggg, wo hao xiang nian ni TT

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Thursday, November 09, 2006

I LOVE THIS SONG!

I stood outside the vcd shop at rivervale plaza the other day.

Saw Wang Li Hong's concert showing on the screen.

Besides the fact that he's a talented musician, he's handsome too =)

He was singing this song... yah the one playing now on dis blog.

short and simple lyrics.

Lovely and sad. Meaningful

Random tots for the day o.O

Many times, we endeavour to understand how another individual feels for us or towards us. The truth hurts sometimes and for people who can't face the facts, I suggest total avoidance. Curiosity Kills.

In relationships, complications arise because feelings are so dynamic in nature. Sometimes I love u more, sometimes less. Today I can be very close to you...... another day I may not even acknowledge u. Face it, the world changes faster than you noticed. Many deceptions are at play. And that reminds me of the movie 'The Prestige' --> "Are you watching carefully?"

Was browsing thr. my social work text.. and it emphasized on the word 'flexibility'. I realised that to study is surprisingly simple... however to learn and apply are the most daunting tasks for any individual. The irony is...... if you follow strictly the rules of a book titled 'How to be Flexible'..... then you're being inflexible. >.<"!

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Anyway, Lei dar is so sick with cough. AND he spreaded it to me.. now I'm down with flu and cough too... really sick.... have a mild fever earlier on too. Wan xiao di is siao qu (u noe wat i mean, haha) My days with Dar are quite happy. Very simple and cosy. When he's not around, I'll study and when he is, we're almost always happy (except sometimes when i throw tantrums.. haha) I hope he recovers asap! =D so worried to see him in this condition. Last but not least, LISTEN TO THE SONG!

p.s: i was lying earlier, that wasn't the 'last' thing I wanted to say in this post. I 4got to say something.... To:
JIAYI aiai : U rock. Jia You. Be strong. The fatigue is only temporary =)
Cass mei : How cud u miss your O lvls papers? damn pro!!! for that I salute u =P lol.. but seriously jia you for ur O's k dun waste ur time away playing! =x

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I think Shan is too emo for her own good. Is 17 really too young or is she not growing up
I think Jiayi is the most neutral girl in dota. I admire her in some aspects. Though she's emo at times, she doesn't let it affect her behaviour. Cool.
I think Cass is difficult to fathom. She's complicated in her emotions and tots, doesn't noe what she wants though all she wants to be, I guess, is to be nice n happy.
I think Tammy sucks. Half the time, she's so easily influenced.
I think nth of dawn and Cynthia though I'm not surprised if they think something of me.
I think I'm blogging about my tots for my own good. Whether it leaks out or not, it's my 2cents worth of opinions. Read it, whether u like it or not. LOL

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Monday, November 06, 2006

Just noticed something funny about how humans function.
I shall call that 'Obsession with Image'.

People haven't realised that it's not always Sunday for them.
It's not a crime to have emo issues.
It's okay to be in conflict.
Self-denial of reality is self-mutilation in time to come.
Portray the image for now and feel good, and one is doomed.
I know it too well.
Been there, done that.
Is this human nature or is it just the lot of you I've seen?

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Nth much to blog about o.O except that I won in mahjong and lost my gxl match against IRA.
Exams are coming =)
Dota SUCKS
Ipod pple ROX
<3 Dar.
Simplified........ cuz I'm just tooooo busy with sch presentations and exams soon. RAWRS!

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