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Sunday, August 09, 2009

dam..how i missed this blog... many mths has passed and many things has changed.. but life.. still has to carry on.. reading many of this posts in this blog make me realise that i had been such a failure husband, father and lover. I had failed to give my wife the love she need when she wants it most, i had failed to dote on her, to care for her during her pregnancy..just by reading her posts in this blog i can feel her pain, her sadness and disappointment in me.. i have failed her... really.. i know i deserved all this changes thats happening to us..to our marriage.. and to our lives..

Laopo, i know your heart has long ago been numbed..numbed to all the nonsense that i had done, to all the pain i caused u. I know u had given up on me long ago.. but please give me a chance.. i know i took too long to come to my senses.. to realise that you are more important than anything in life to me.. i am sorry for all the hurt, the pain, the loneliness and the sadness that i have given you. please, let me show you that i can really love you like before.. be that perfect guy who will always be there for you.. to care and love for you. please dont give up on me.. i need your love..

To the world out there, please read through the posts from my wife.. witness how pathetic i had been, how i had failed to be a responsible man to my wife. and witness the change that is gonna happen, right from this moment.. i will no longer be the same lei as last time.. i will be a responsible man.. that my wife can rely on.. mark my words..

and to whom it may concern, i will be there for her, always, so dont worry, she wont need you by her side anymore..

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