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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

hey blog.. long time no see. lotsa things been happening all this while... many changes that i guess...i have to get used to bah...

27days in db, can only say that place is really hell. many friends in there who went to prison b4 say its 10times worst than prison which i totally agree. 0 freedom, 24hrs in cell, i felt like i have spent 2yrs in db already. seen many different people inside, people from different backgrounds, having different mentality. those with weak mentality, have breakdowns every now and then, and some even on the verge of going crazy. those with strong ones only tried to pass each day as happily as they could. i am able to live my days inside to the fullest thanks to dar, she is my pillar of strength, everyday i will just think of our happy memories and tell myself to be strong and that i will see her soon enough. well, now that i am out, i can only say that db really trained me physically and mentally but still, F OFF DB, i wont wanna see it again in my entire lifetime -.-".

2006 is gone, and 2007 is here.... a year that have a bad start... but well its ok... i have already learnt to take things as it come... maybe i shud really try to live my life to the fullest and be happy. i may have lost everything that i had.. but i wont give up.. coz somethings just meant too much to me. i have nothing to lose anymore, so i will just give my all now... and hopefully one day, if its meant to be, it will come back to me. [chimology? lol]

what is gonna happen in the near future? if only i could know... =/

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