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Saturday, October 21, 2006

U noe, sometimes life is filled with so much complications n confusion. I wish life's simpler.
And as tammy pointed out, she wasn't bloggin abt me. so my apologies for misunderstanding it. Wondering who is in ur temporary ban list now. lol

Spend so much unconstructive time with lei... slping playing mj etc. I wonder wat kinda of a person i'm turning into. I miss being a nerd. I want that sense of achievement of being slack and accomplished at the same time. But BLEAH, life dun work that way I guess. Have to really work hard for wat you want.

Dunno where me n lei is going........ still dun see a future. Hopefully will get better as time passes.... wasting 2-3 yrs just to see some result..... is g0su. but I guess I won't know unless it's about 2-3 yrs...

I still duno wat is love. I think I shall slowly find out.......
I hate myself today. I made my mum worry for nothing. I chose to play mj n miss my tutorials instead. All the bad choices that'll lead to dire consequences as they accumulate. I've been thinking too much abt things..... maybe it's time to just lie down n clear my mind of tots. Discard away all my worries and take a good long rest.

And I realised, pple owe me about 130 dollars o.O. damn pay up! LOL

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